I seriously stared out the window of the plane like I was in a trance, realizing I was ACTUALLY going to Spain. I'm here and it still doesn't feel real. And you'd be surprised to know the only word I could think of at that moment was "breached."
I am at this point in my life where every decision, besides what to eat in the morning, is a big fiasco. Every decision is like life or death to me...I always think of my Dad's advice (that he got from a friend) in these situations: a peacefulness follows any decision, even the wrong one. Well, I have a hard time even making the wrong ones...BUT! I'm a work in progress, SO it's ok :)
I "breached" something in my life by actually coming to Spain. To "breach" usually takes a negative connotation, as in someone breaching a law. But, in my case I believe I have breached a law for myself that needed some breaching: I did something out of my comfort zone-something that only is heard about-yet I, Loren Wynn, did it.
It's a proud day for me. I made the decision. I decided to go to Spain. And more importantly I followed through with my decision (that's what makes a decision reality afterall).
In any case, breaching or not, I am me. And 'me' is in
España ! I'm a work in progress...and work is definitely defining my progress here!
*Warning: The use of the word-and forms thereof-of breach, may or may not be correct in this blog!*
Bahahahahah! I love your guts! And I miss you so freaking much that I cried my eyes out this morning! I'm not even exaggerating. And then I cried again when I went running and my stupid knee kinda hurt. I was so sad. THERE IS NO FLIPPING WAY I HAVE COME THIS FAR JUST TO LET MY STUPID IT BAND GET IN THE WAY OF MY SECOND MARATHON. I wanted to call you soooo bad. It hurts me inside that I can't talk to you on the telefono whenever I want. And that I can't see your adorable face whenever I want. You better have a butt load of fun and take a billion pics.
ReplyDeleteSteppy!
DeleteGood job with tu espanol. As for your knee..you need to keep stretching and icing. Trust me. It takes some time, but it will get better if you take care of it! Promise! You'll run your fastest marathon yet!
Love you!